moar emo candyassery

Jaw still swollen and painful with abscess (hurts to talk, hurts to chew, hurts to breathe), visited another dentist for a different kind of anti-biotic once my current batch runs out along with another supply of norcos, had my first accident on my trike last night and scraped the crap out of my left knee, don’t have inner tubes (I apparently bought a bunch of the wrong size last time so I ordered a batch of more and need to wait until they get here) so I have to walk to/from work today and possibly tomorrow too (because almost every time I “repair” an inner tube it goes flat again and I don’t know why, maybe I just suck) and I hope I didn’t bend the rim or anything; considering all this on top of all my other interrelated such-and-so’s (eg obesity, insomnia, foreveraloneliness, “probable asperger’s/autism”, born and raised in poverty and abuse…), it is as the Buddhists and many others (from cartoon and video game characters to my scholarly sister) say: life is a bitter ocean, life is sour, life is a burden, life just absolutely sucks.


Author: ma'habocath

ma'habocath knows some, tells much. ma'habocath knows few things others do. This one is a live-alone, full-time burger-flipper with an odd mind and too much to say. ma'hab always tries the best ma'hab can to keep up: • Chores • Bodybuilding and other health-nuttery • Japanese language studies • Culinary experimentation (see “other health-nuttery”) • Exploration of newfound spiritual territory • Exploration of my Self • Figuring out how to socialize well enough, mostly face-to-face • Backlogs: books, heavy metal, anime • Blogging, chatting, texting, and talking to whomever will listen about all of the above

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