ma’habocath does not wish to be your typical “geek” and spew rage all over the Internet, but this one must get this off his furry chest.
This one is your stereotypical artsy-fartsy “pretentious writer”-type. This one’s thoughts are in the form of color and sound; there are neither words nor numbers up in here. He especially does not have a head for money.
While ma’hab has been able to learn a great many things by Googling it — learning a new language, starting the health-n-fitness lifestyle, taught himself how to write HTML in middle school (late 90’s) and other odd computer stuff like sending email via Telnet, even getting some experience in video editing and 3D modeling, “understanding” more spirituality in a year than people who’ve been religious their entire lives…
…every time ma’habocath attempts the same with anything to do with finances more complex than “buy things by handing green paper to the cashier or do weird stuff with a shiny card that says Visa on it upon a weird thingy near the cashier” like credit score/report/etc or checking/savings accounts (what’s the difference?) or loans or filing tax returns or anything to do with taxes whatsoever, he goes cross-eyed and his ears bleed!
To better explain, and lower his heckles, he will explain his feelings via screenshots from some cartoons he watched the past year or so. To start, when he tries to learn about credit and saving money and so forth:
Which if ma’hab does not stop at this point.
By contrast, here’s how this one feels when calmly consuming, like sweet music or cheerful cartoons.
And when he is actively creating, or indulging in exciting shows or powerful music.